Chocolate Banana Babka
Chocolate Banana Babka

Chocolate Banana Babka

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I moved this past weekend. I’m back at my parent’s place for the summer to spend some time with them and all the pets before we move in September. It’s nice, but a bit of a culture shock, too. I’m sure you don’t want to hear about moving (I don’t really care to write about it) but it went well as far as things like that go.

I got a really lovely email from a reader a few days ago. She writes, “Your story really touched me; and as someone who also has struggled with depression all of her life, I’ve been changing my lifestyle bit by bit to keep my depression in check. I’m also doing my best to transition to a vegetarian diet.” So I wanted to write a little update on the topic (I last wrote about it here).

I’ve been doing really well overall. I wasn’t taking my St. John’s Wort for a few days during this moving period and that, combined with the general stress, was making me really emotional and teary. I think we all have periods like that, and it’s good to recognize that people without depression experience that too, and not to let it bother you too much. It can be exhausting to be constantly fighting the symptoms of depression, but if you are depressed, I want you to know that it can get better. I am so much better than I was even last year.

In terms of anxiety, since I started taking aconitum (I got it from a doctor in Germany, check it out if you live there) my attacks have virtually disappeared. I definitely find that if I’m not eating properly or exercising enough that anxiety starts to sneak back in, but I haven’t had an actual anxiety attack in a long time. Every time I get nauseous, though, I think that I am having an attack and sometimes get really shaky and weak because of it. It’s worse at certain times of the month too – you might want to keep track of that and see if your anxiety is worse around your period and try to plan for it.

I also wanted to talk a little bit about how I view my diet these days. I’m not completely vegetarian. It was creating too much stress when I was living at home, as my parents aren’t particularly interested in vegetarianism, so I became a little less strict about it. I never cook meat, and very rarely eat it (and if anything, only fish or poultry). Graham and I never have any meat in the house, and I vastly prefer to eat vegetarian. Obviously everyone is different and some people wouldn’t be able to do that, but it was the best choice for me.

I’m not one of those people who really craves meat and has really missed it, and I don’t like eating it now. That being said, however, if its eating a small piece of fish or dealing with huge amounts of stress by not eating it, I will eat the fish. I’d say my diet is 99% vegetarian, and I think that 1% is totally okay. I’m just writing this to say that if you are depressed, or have severe anxiety, that you shouldn’t beat yourself up about having the perfect diet. It can create more problems mentally than it solves.

Chocolate is good for mental health problems, too, right? Like in Harry Potter?

Chocolate Banana Babka
Chocolate Banana Babka

INGREDIENTS :

  • 1/4 cup warm water
  • 1 teaspoon maple syrup
  • 2 teaspoons yeast*
  • 3 overripe bananas, mashed well
  • 1/2 cup non-dairy milk*
  • 1/4 cup maple syrup
  • 1/2 teaspoon salt
  • 1/2 teaspoon vanilla powder
  • 1 cup sprouted spelt flour
  • 2 1/2 – 3 cups light spelt flour

Ganache :

  • 3/4 cup chopped dark chocolate*
  • 1 cup coconut cream, from the top of a full-fat can of coconut milk
  • 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
  • 1/8 teaspoon salt

INSTRUCTIONS :

  1. In a large bowl or the bowl of your stand mixer, add the warm water and maple syrup. Sprinkle the yeast over top and let it sit for fifteen minutes to activate the yeast. If it’s not foaming up, throw your yeast out and get some new stuff.
  2. Stir in the mashed bananas, milk, maple syrup, salt, and vanilla powder.
  3. Add the sprouted spelt and stir with a wooden spoon or the stirring attachment on your mixer.
  4. Add the light spelt flour 1/2 cup at a time, stirring until it becomes too difficult, at which time you can turn it out onto a well floured surface and start kneading by hand.
  5. Use your dough hook for this step if you’re using a mixer. Continue kneading and adding flour until a smooth, soft ball of dough forms. If it’s too soft it’ll be too hard to plait.
  6. Place the dough into a large greased bowl, cover it with a clean kitchen towel, and let it rise in a warm place for about an hour or until doubled in size. Prepare the ganache while the dough is proofing.
  7. Line a bread tin with parchment paper. I used a long, narrow tin, but a standard one will work just as well. You might need to bake it for an extra five minutes if your tin is quite wide.
  8. Once the dough has risen, generously flour a clean surface and set the dough onto it.
  9. Roll the dough out to about 3 cm thick and so that one side is the same length as your bread tin.
  10. Spread the ganache over it. Roll the dough up from the side that’s the length of your tin (like a jelly roll), then cut it lengthwise.

You can find complete recipes of this Chocolate Banana Babka in occasionallyeggs.com

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